Guild Wars 2: River of Memories
Chapter 1: Lilyia
By: AVM516
“Who are you?”
“Who am I?” The green figure answered. “My name’s Mender Johan. Welcome to the grove sapling, You’ve finally awaken. So what did the Dream tell you?”
She frowned, gazing downwards in confusion, holding her head. “Dream…? What dream?”
“What else? The dream of dreams.” The keeper, said happily, unfazed from her unusual behavior. “Certainly you know of your wyld hunt.”
“’Wyld hunt’? What’s that?” the Sylvari questioned.
“Well surely you jest. C’mon sapling. This isn’t funny.”
She lifted her head to look at him, her eyes squinting with a mix of exhaustion, frustration and annoyance. “I’m TELLING you, I don’t know what you’re talking about. I’m not joking around.”
The keeper laughed, much to her chagrin. “Haha, oh please sapling. Don’t be silly. You’ve just woken, and it’s an important today, you shouldn’t—-“
“I SAID I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT!” She screamed. Her confusion, headache and annoyance by this façade of politeness seemed to break down a wall and explode with emotions she never knew she had.
Everyone in the chamber stared. Her scream bringing silence
“I-I-I’m sorry sapling.” The green sylvari replied with a voice of honest sincerity. “Forgive me. I’ve been doing this so long, I just though—“
“What’s going on!” She fell to her knees, tears suddenly pouring. “Where am I?! What am I doing here?”
As on the ground, before her knees, a small puddle of water was in front of her. She looked into it and saw a face she didn’t recognize.
“What am I? Who am I?”
She gasped and woke up with a jolt. Sitting up on her bed, she held her chest with both hands as she breathed heavily. After a moment, she recollected what had happened and where she was.
Soon after, she sighed wearily and placed a palm over her sweaty forehead.
“Ugh, not again..”
That dream was coming too frequently now for some reason. On top of that, no matter how many times she had it, she always woke the same. She figured she would have gotten used to it by now, but she never did.
No. It’s impossible to get used to it.
As she realized during her time in life, when you dream, when you’re IN a dream, you seem to accept everything unconditionally. As if you’re a whole new person redoing everything and believing everything. Therefore, every time she was in it, the reaction is always the same. It was torturous. And almost every night she was forced to RELIVE that horrendous moment.
She looked at the clock at her night stand. It was half-past 5:45 a.m.
Might as well get up, I’m too riled to fall back to sleep…
Slipping out of her bed, she slipped her feet into her slippers and walked to her bedroom window. With both hands, she opened the curtains bringing in the light of dawn within he room.
Through her window laid the rolling green plains and farmland of Queensdale, painted light orange by the dawn’s early glow. In the distance, she could see a few human farmers getting an early start with their cows on plowing their fields and a few on the road toward Divinity’s Reach (probably to set up their shops early). Very few patches of clouds were in the orange, blue sky that draped over this setting before her.
Despite having such a gorgeous view an artist would dream to have within his home every morning, she couldn’t help but look at the view indifferently as she always did every day. When she first acquired her home, she truly believed the view was beautiful and she felt very prideful of herself when she earned this beautiful place on her own.
But.. As time passed, everything seems to become so stale to her. The effect of her own home seemed to pass by without her noticing, and before she knew it, she found her herself no longer having that prideful smile she once had.
Is this what depression feels like?
She could see the reflection of her face on the window. Her blue face, eyes and wide-leaved hair displaying an emotion she’d been trying to suppress each day. For a while she just stared at it, as if it were two people looking at each other each giving into each other’s grief.