I started playing Guild Wars 2 back in Summer of 2015 and I got completely hooked. A month after I started I didn’t hesitate into pre-ordering the expansion and played non-stop for over a year, taking a break around December of last year. And I decided to come back around early this month.
But honestly… I can’t help but feel that everything I do in this game is utterly pointless. I’m still playing the game even though I take little to no joy from it.
- My main focus has always been the PvE but after completing the whole map and doing the Story so many times I grew tired of it. Explorings maps feel like a chore and I can’t enjoy the writing anymore after taking a good look at its flaws. Dungeons feel repetitive and bothersome. I can’t try anything new in the Fractals because my gear doesn’t allow it. And I can’t bring myself to farm. All I do are some of the regular daillies and the ones from the new maps, check some nodes throughout the maps and then just stand around.
- I tried to switch my focus to PvP and WvW. I already mixed the three modes. I have 21 characters, each character resembles a different role and carries a different set of weapons. I try to be original with my builds, going for an idea instead of being unriginal and cliché and copy-paste one from the internet. But it doesn’t matter how hard I try, I’m always incompetent with them everywhere. I can’t stand my ground against a player or a group… I can’t even solo regular things on PvE. It’s worse that I made a Thief my main character, my least favourite class.
- I used to love designing new looks and experimenting with dyes. Sadly, I always ran out of charges… and when I try to get some of them I end up bored and just give up. I also don’t get why so many people look alike. Why so many people go for that “snowflake” and “flashy” look while ANet has provided a vast number of options and outfits for us to mix. Having all of these particles and immersion-breaking characters and weapons covering up my screen isn’t something I enjoy looking at most of the time.
- I feel lonely. When I first joined I managed to gather a group of friends. We spent a lot of time together, building up a friendship as we chat and played together for almost every single day. We even used other apps in order to keep in touch. There was someone in particular that I spent most of my time with. We even roleplayed together and developed stories, worked for the same goals and did a lot of events and all of those sorts. All of that came to an end when this person followed that typical “elitist” route and decided to focus on the grind and high-tier things like Fractals and Raids, using me as a pawn and eventually leaving me behind once I was no longer useful. I haven’t been able to really get people to just play with me… I just end up doing things on my own or with a random and mute LFG party. Not even one soul bothered to contact me while I was on that 5-month hiatus..
- The grind. I remember when this game was advertised as casual-friendly. Now I’m familiar with its mechanics, I know that this game is extremely grindy Everything requires some sort of grinding: achievements, skins, goals, story, exploration, gold… My “Legendary Journey” opened my eyes to it. I’ve been working on my Legendary for six months now, and 4 of those months were really stressful and was one of the main factors as to why I ended up leaving before. I just managed to craft my precursor recently and it didn’t feel rewarding at all. I don’t think I’ll manage to get the last two gifts and finish it.
- ANet itself. I have seen many things come and go. Many fixes and major new flaws raising to the surface. I still feel like there’s a huge lakc of msicommunication between the developers and the community itself. I can’t really get into much detail here, but this company has disappointed me.
I don’t know why I’m writing this or why I still login. I think it’s because I’ve spent so many hours(like 3k) and money into this thing that I want to force myself into enjoying it…
Maybe some Staff moderator will probably delete this thread like other ones I’ve posted in the past few months. It wouldn’t surprise me. Maybe they should so that I can nail this coffin once and for all.
And sorry for some possible grammar errors.
(edited by RandomWolf.3986)