So I’m probably going to get mocked for this but I’m kind of against a wall here. I’m just going to vent and hope maybe someone with more experience can explain to me the problem I’m having, but if you don’t like people complaining skip this one.
Admittedly, sPvP isn’t my “main” game mode, I play it when I have time. I discovered it late in my GW2 experience and started to mess around with it. So I try to bear in mind that even though I have 450ish games played, that’s really not very many compared to the vast majority of my opponents. In short, other people have failed more times than I’ve even tried.
It would be like if I discovered later in life that I really like to play basketball, but the only teams to play against were in the NBA.
The truth is, I’m much, much better than when I started trying this thing. In most games I play I go through a cycle:
1. Terribad
2. Just plain average bad player
3. Baddie who makes a really good play once in a while
4. Gud
There’s a fifth tier, actually being so gud people know who you are and you can just Youtube/stream/win tournaments for a living, but I never intend to get there. I thought I was at #3 working toward 4, but suddenly I’m back at #2.
I do think I’ve at least permanently moved out of “Terribad”. I occasionally go against people who are still in that strata and I wreck them. I take no pride in this, these people are just learning like I learned and anyone who applies himself and takes his learning lumps will eventually move out of this phase. It just is what it is.
So my first 100 games or so, I was just losing. Badly. I figure I lost about 65-70 percent of the time. Then as I started to suck less, I turned that trend around. I think about the time I got to 250 games, I was about 50/50 win/loss (as I got to be just the average bad player I started to roll terribads and thus got on some win streaks).
But now that I’m closing in on around 500 games, I’m actually getting worse. I’m only winning between 48 and 49 percent of the time.
I just don’t understand it. I occasionally make some really great plays, like winning a 2 v 1, or contesting a point against 3 players for an extended period of time, and sometimes I can even beat a better team by out rotating them. The other day, I won a 4 v 5 (as the 4). I’ve never done that before, I thought all right, I have finally turned a corner, I’m starting to figure this game out.
Nope. Next match got stomped so hard. How the hell does the same player do so good one match and so bad the next, it makes no sense.
It seems lately, I just can’t stop an elementalist. Or a mesmer. I used to have even fights against most others. Now it’s like 50% of them I fight against evenly, the other half the time I might as well have been afk for all the good I did. What’s weird is I can have both of these experiences against the same opponent.
I realize that’s part of the problem, I’m playing a very easy to counter profession. The mechanics of the engineer are good but the counterplay is far too obvious, there’s no reason you should ever lose a fight with an engineer 1 on 1. It’s very easy to understand and counter, it’s not like the other professions where you have no idea what traits they even have most of the time. So I cut myself a little slack and keep trying, realizing the meta inevitably shifts.
I do this weird thing where I have like 3-5 games where I’m just awful and can’t manage to do anything, then suddenly I get a game and I just suddenly become competent again. Then I’ll be bolstered, play a couple of games and barely win those, then it’s back to loser city again.
I don’t mind losing a close match where I can tell it just came down to they made more good plays than we did, that’s cool. I learn something from the experience at least.
But the blowouts where you lose by more than 150 points just don’t teach me anything at all. It’s incredibly frustrating to see all the Phoenix and Dragon banners when I’m barely Tiger and wonder why the hell am I in the same match as these people. It’s cool that other people are much better than I am, but it doesn’t help me or them to pit us against one another. I don’t learn anything and they don’t get a good game.
Anyway I don’t know what to say other than it’s sometimes a frustrating experience here lately and I don’t understand how I can get better, just to suddenly get worse. It would be like learning to do some basic algebra, then you suddenly realize you can’t do addition any more. Trying to suck less has never been so frustrating and I’m just venting.