beta weekend blues
I’m sorry for the hardships you’re facing.
Some unsolicited advice: Is it possible for you to use the downtime between the preview weekends and release to maybe find a job near you that will accommodate someone with your disabilities and skill-set? Finding such a job would not only go some ways towards fixing your income problems (and allowing you to purchase PoF), but I think will also help you out of your blues.
Easier said than done, I know…but it doesn’t hurt to try, right? Put yourself and your resume out there, I’m sure you’ll get a few bites.
In the meantime, I’d suggest staying away from beta/launch coverage to a) avoid spoiling it for yourself and b) feeling down about not getting to join in. PoF will still be here when your financial situation improves, and there will be lots of players just starting PoF/rolling new toons in PoF later, so you’ll always have company.
Either way, best of luck to you, and I hope things work out.
I’m sorry for the hardships you’re facing.
Some unsolicited advice: Is it possible for you to use the downtime between the preview weekends and release to maybe find a job near you that will accommodate someone with your disabilities and skill-set? Finding such a job would not only go some ways towards fixing your income problems (and allowing you to purchase PoF), but I think will also help you out of your blues.
Easier said than done, I know…but it doesn’t hurt to try, right? Put yourself and your resume out there, I’m sure you’ll get a few bites.
In the meantime, I’d suggest staying away from beta/launch coverage to a) avoid spoiling it for yourself and b) feeling down about not getting to join in. PoF will still be here when your financial situation improves, and there will be lots of players just starting PoF/rolling new toons in PoF later, so you’ll always have company.
Either way, best of luck to you, and I hope things work out.
Thankyou for your advice and kind words, I am trying to find a job the issue is that it just isn’t easy, in my country they would have me rather joining an institution or a care center rather than employing me. Anyways thankyou for having an open ear to listen to my hardships. Much appreciated. I will keep trying to improve myself and not give up.
Sometimes the fact of reality is cruel and unfair.
Now I don’t know what your disability is, but how about changing your skillset to something you can do now. Go learn programming, web development ect ect. You can earn some cash that way. There are also Internet jobs, they don’t always pay well, and some are scams but they are out there, and you could again maybe get a job.
I knew a friend who hired foreign people to translate news into different languages for money. The pay was not great but it was still a pay.
I hope you start learning something and maybe change your situation, maybe just a little, just dont give up.
Sometimes the fact of reality is cruel and unfair.
Now I don’t know what your disability is, but how about changing your skillset to something you can do now. Go learn programming, web development ect ect. You can earn some cash that way. There are also Internet jobs, they don’t always pay well, and some are scams but they are out there, and you could again maybe get a job.I knew a friend who hired foreign people to translate news into different languages for money. The pay was not great but it was still a pay.
I hope you start learning something and maybe change your situation, maybe just a little, just dont give up.
Yes i have indeed been trying to learn new skills such as the ones you have mentioned, also in the past i was a translator or at least i aspired to be one since i am multi-lingual.
There are many possibilites of course but the fact of the matter is that my disability hinders me to become active. I would rather not say what sort of disability but it is hard.. i have lost certain abilities that in the past would have made me perfectly capable of working a job. Thankyou anyways your advice is appreciated and i will not give up the fight.